Just rambling

Life goes by way to fast. . .  It is almost august where did this year go. My Lil boy will be here in 16 days! I remember thinking it was going to take forever. Its around the corner. A Lil over a year ago I remember telling chandler we will never get done with schooling for him. He is graduating this fall. I cant believe it.

Noah is growing great. This pregnancy has been so easy, I'm just so excited to meet him. To see what he looks like, will he have chandlers eyes and my nose. or will he have my eyes and chandler nose. I really hope he comes out a good looking baby boy. I cant wait to see Chandler as a daddy, He is a great uncle. He'll even be a better dad. I just makes my heart feel with so much joy just thinking about it. But to actually see him as a daddy. . . I cant wait to see him hold our son!

10 weeks. . .

Wow in a lil less then ten weeks I'll be a mom. The time sure has flown by. Im so excited to meet him. To hold something that is part of me. Being pregant is truely one of the most amazing things ever, What a true blessing that I am blessed to experince. Im  forever greatful. It seems yesterday I was sneaking out of my parents house to see chandler. and now to be having a child. Life really goes by way to fast. Its sad how much I really due take for granteted. Im going to try to enjoy life more. Enjoy the lil things before they are gone.

Kickin Mommy

So I started feeling him kick me!! I love it! It is such an amazing thing, It is so real now! Hard enough that chan felt him last night! To see that smile on his face was priceless!! Its all so real for him now! Im not looking forward to the summer being pregant Im aready sweating from it being hot! ha ha ha and it is not even summer time yet!! im in trouble!!

IT'S A BOY!!!!

So yesterday we went in and found out what we are having!! Its a boy!!! I got my boy!! he will be here around august 14th!! I hope it comes a two days late!! we have tickets to lion king for the 15th !! His name is Noah Grant Durrant!! He is going to be thee cutest kid ever! His nursery is sport themed!! Im so happy to start SHOPPING!!! I now know what to buy!!

So there is a baby. . . .

So I think my big fear was that there would be nothing, or there would be a mole.  But there is a baby with a heart beat!!!! We are 13 weeks along! It was amazing seeing that lil heart beat beating so fast! It kinda is unbeliveable that such a lil fragile thing is grown in me. The poor thing stands no chance at being normal with me as a mom and chandler as a dad!! ha ha ha. but on a better note, Chandler was so cute about it, It didnt think the baby would have legs and arms yet that part just kinda freaked him out a bit, but in the best way possible! We go back in a month! Cant wait to know what it is so I can SHOP and DECORATE!!!!

Im nervous . . .

So tomorrow we go to the first baby doctors appointment. Im nervous I think of the worst thinks that could happen, Like the pregnant test lied and we are not  pregnant, how sad would that be! it doesnt help im tired I worked from four this morning to six tonight so my mind is playing tricks on me. but after tomorrow we will know more, like how far, and all that good stuff. but Im still scared! but im a wuss too. Ill let you all know how it goes. wish me luck. cus I dont care for the doctors!!!!

Baby Durrant. . .

Well We found out about a month and a half ago we are going to be having a lil one! I cant wait to me a mom! being pregnant has its ups and down had the oddest first real craving the other day bet you cant guess.. . . sour cream!! ya so I went and got a salad at bajio and had them add the sour cream, as for thoes emotional break downs today was my first my poor hubby I called him at 3;30 this afternoon after being at work it was a awful day at work i had not eatin all day and i was starving and i wanted arbys but i could not find one so i call him BAWLING!!! ya i feel dumb but what can i do its a funny story and all he did was " babe it is okay i will gps it and send it to your gps so you can find it! and he was trying not to laugh, but then turned and told all the guys at work and they had a good laugh!!
Im hoping for a boy!! i really am!! chandler wants a girl so he can spoil her rotton! but we will just have to wait and see after our doctors appointment her a few weeks!!!