So there is a baby. . . .

So I think my big fear was that there would be nothing, or there would be a mole.  But there is a baby with a heart beat!!!! We are 13 weeks along! It was amazing seeing that lil heart beat beating so fast! It kinda is unbeliveable that such a lil fragile thing is grown in me. The poor thing stands no chance at being normal with me as a mom and chandler as a dad!! ha ha ha. but on a better note, Chandler was so cute about it, It didnt think the baby would have legs and arms yet that part just kinda freaked him out a bit, but in the best way possible! We go back in a month! Cant wait to know what it is so I can SHOP and DECORATE!!!!

Im nervous . . .

So tomorrow we go to the first baby doctors appointment. Im nervous I think of the worst thinks that could happen, Like the pregnant test lied and we are not  pregnant, how sad would that be! it doesnt help im tired I worked from four this morning to six tonight so my mind is playing tricks on me. but after tomorrow we will know more, like how far, and all that good stuff. but Im still scared! but im a wuss too. Ill let you all know how it goes. wish me luck. cus I dont care for the doctors!!!!